I miss a lot of people right now since I’ve barely met them since March, which was seven months ago. But I still talk to them every now and then, sometimes we also have video calls. Of course it doesn’t give the same feeling as when we meet face-to-face, but at least I can still have a laugh with them. So it’s all good.
At first, I thought I’d write about how I miss my old self, but that’s not really true. I was stupid and naive. Maybe I still am, who knows? But for these past 5-6 years alone, I’ve learned so much about life and myself.
Wow, it’s crazy that things don’t really seem to change much as I live this life day-by-day. But now that I sit down and think about the past, I actually have changed a lot. I wouldn’t say I’m a mature person now. Somehow I’ve just become… less judgmental and more chilled out, I guess? I used to worry a lot about what other people think of me, but now I’m very much less so.
However, if there is anything I do miss, it’s probably not someone—more like something. I miss the good old days when things are just much simpler. Imagine living those days with the attitude, behavior, and knowledge that I have right now, I think I would have ruled the world.
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